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Hi my lonely journal!!
Im totally miss to write something on you again..
lol
It's been a while since i post something,right?

okay, how should we start again?
hmm...
Ah, did everybody already know?
Shiritsu Bakalea Gakuen (or anything, since i didn't remember the title,lol)!! Now it totally engrossed with it,y'all know? haha
It's a dorama about the mix up 2 school (Bakada and Catalea) which are have soooo different quality. Bakadas are bad boys, really love to fight and stuff (and, it's a boys school). And Cataleas are polite, have manners, and all girls. It's really hard for them to being mixed up together. And since now (now is the 5th episode), they still can't going well each other.
Actually, i don't like the Cataleas, since i think they're so selfish (it's my opinion guys. don't judge them until you watch it too!) by change the name of Bakada to Catalea (since its building was Bakada's), and i just don't like the way they talk, walk, etc. It seems so ... what to say? ... umm.. weird? Ah, but it's since i'm kinda boyish, so i think i just can't like it. lol. just WATCH IT guys!
And, should i say why did i watch it?
is it because the storyline? the Johnny's Jrs? the AKB girls as Catalea? 
I don't think so... lol

the most right answer is.. because of it is Jesse Lewis' 1st drama.
haha..
and, what's a coincidence, the Johnny's Jrs are my favourite Juniors (except Shintaro and Hokuto.. WAIT!! Since i watch this, Hokuto's image in mine getting better, so,let's count Hokuto in. LOL)!!
And, i love that Yugo and Jesse will be a combi here. They're so awesome here! lol (quote Jesse's line in 1st episode)
and not to forget, TANAKA JURI!!!!! I'm totally miss this kid since he was put with Shintaro and not with the other HipHop JUMP members.. Juri is soooo cute here! i love his stupidity here. lol Juri is totally charming with his role here..
And, ofc, Taiga Kyomoto. it's his 1st dorama too.. But, sasuga, he's doing great! i love Maaya's character (Taiga's role).

Anyway, please give Makoto (Yugo) and Yuuki (Jesse) more role~! I want to see them more..
But,please, don't put this guys into a love story (okay, you can do anything with Shintaro, since i have no concern with him. Wait!! With whom i was talking?? lol)... This guys are too young to get a love story. lol. what a biased fangirl.
And, once again, please please please please to Johnny-san, don't disband HipHop JUMP!!! They even can be debuted of you want to!! And please re-group Taiga with Yasui Kentaro, Anderson Casey, Masuda Ryo, Takada Sho, and Kawashima Noeru. I miss them being together again.. The last but not least, i want NOON BOYZ to debut.... Johnny-san already know,right? They're talented.. lol. okay, i'll stop here. i think i became wild again. lol

Ah, since it was sooo late already, i'll end it here.
I gotta sleep now.
See ya again.
God bless us

Question : Why the title is "Thank God!!" ?
Why?
The simplest answer is : Because God deserved to be thanked.

You know, when i went home from campus this morning, i have an accident. I always use a motorbike when i go to campus and go home. Then, this morning, when i was on my way home, suddenly a big branch fell down and hit the front side of my motorbike. I was so shocked that time. Then i move my motorbike aside the road. I was really really shocked. I almost got angry too (i mean, who's the one that won't angry if his/her motorbike/car being hit by a big branch? Anyway, that branch made some scars on my motorbike, and the horn sound become weird now) But, then i remembered, that the branch was really close to my head that time. Then, i really thanked to God because He kept me safe. If i come forward even just a little bit, my head maybe will be hit by that branch, and i can't imagine after it. But, even my motorbike has so many scars now, i DON'T HAVE ANY SCAR AT ALL..
It was all because of God i can be safe. Praise The Lord!!

I love YOU, GOD.
Really i can't imagine how's my life without You.

Guys, whatever happen in our life, always remember to thank God, because He really knows what's the best for our life.

I wanna stop this.
really.
I can't hold it anymore.
Should i stop it? or still go through it?
I've try to hold on for 3 years, but now i can't hold any longer.
Gosh!!!!
I can't try to like it anymore.
honestly, i don't like it from the beginning.
But i tried to hold on and like you.
But now is different.
but one thing that still on my mind,
If i stop here, will it be okay? How do i live then? is title that important?
gosh!! i can't think anymore.
gotta prepare for school again now.
bye.
have a nice day.
God bless us

it's 10 days after grandma's gone.
sometime,I still can't believe that she was gone forever.
everyday after her coming from the hospital,me and my mom should clean for her every morning. and now I don't do anything every morning.

I kinda a bit lonely. lol.

Even though I didn't look sad at grandma's funeral,but actually I was sad. I can't fulfil my promise to her. I can't hear her voice that called my name again.
if I think about it ,sometime I become "ah,why did I never hear her call properly?" or something.
I can't looked sad just because I don't want my family became more sad. I knew they were sad,so I just tried to looked better so we can be stronger.

but,now she has gone. and I just can keep moving. I can't just stay and do nothing. I'm sure grandma doesn't want me to be like this too.
So, good bye grandma. let's meet again someday in Heaven. And please tell Jesus that I really looove Him.

P.s. I will always love you and remember you no matter what. don't worry. lol

it would be Saturn and Pluto..they're always be my favourite since i was little. and, i'd love to see blackhole too.. lol

it's almost valentine day,isn't it?
it just 2 days later.
how fast..
anyway,since then until now,I still can't decide,what chocolate will I made,how much I'll make,and who will I give the chocolate to.
lol
maybe I'll make some truffle again this year,though it will be boring,but since the people I'll give this is different,so,maybe it'll be okay?
lol
I hope tomorrow I can decide it,so it'll be easier to me.

 

okay,gotta sleep now,so, jya for now.

 

God bless us

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I almost always angry and never be satisfied with my life.
But, when I think about it again, there are so many people who have worse life than me.
So,I think again.
why should I be a bigger grump?
Should I stop it now?

 

the answer is : YES.

 

so,God,please help me to be more patient and more thankful with everything You've done in me.

 

I love You.

 

P.s . thanks so much,Lord, for everyone You've put on my life. they are strengthen me more and more! ^^

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